Dear Diary,

Okay school has been GREATTT.
I guess.
Its like same ol same ol.

Just getting stress-er and stress-er.
Its okay.

So TODAY WAS LIKE GRRREEATT!!??

Aces was fun but tiring. My leg muscles were like cramp?
We went to the classes and shouted to the teachers..
"HAPPY TEACHERS DAY [INSERT NAME HERE] ! "

Yeah the performances were great.
All was nice and funny.
Exceptional for a few.
Ade lah eh.

If you guys are clever you should know.
:DD
dont say :D

I like 4E5's one lahh.
It was damn nice okay?
So sweet.

And this time even though the sound system
STILL SUCKS!
Its better then talentime.

Ate at KFC.
Okay so after that went back to Griffiths
Met some old friends.
Talked.

AT LAST I GOT TO SEE JESSICA!!
:DDD

okay MS PHUA I MISS YOU!
and she is _______.

Then quickly went home.
Changed.

Went Jamming with
Atiqah,Dinie,Hani& The Inc? [ amirul,khairul,dan and the other musketeer!]

Okay its damn fun ah.
And I at last got to learn how to play the
DRUMMMSSS!!!
WOOOHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Thanks Uzairrrrrahhhh for teaching me :D
And thanks everyone for everything.
I was hyper after that..
I started jumping doing the ballerina jumps.
Its was like the wind in my hair..
wahhh shhiiookkk!

Tomorrow is Pl camp.
I will be away for three days.
don't miss me darlings.
meek tak tau malu.

gosh i have not packed.
shitified.
okay bye.

I already miss my friends.
I feel like buying a drum set.
AAHHH YYYEEE LAAHH TUU!

okay ciao!

Dear Diary,

Well I think I'm gonna get busy.
I dunno with what.
But I can feel it.

I dunno somehow I think that
I'm gonna rush through all the last minute revisions and tasks.
TskTskTsk.

I always want to do.
But somehow I can't.

Okay..
I'm sorry but I think that I do not want to be apart GIRLFEYS
Its just getting plain bullshit for me.
Its like you call yourself someones girlfriend.
But.. you fight .. and you bitch ABOUT EACH OTHER mind you.

And a GIRLFRIEND is a person who advises you.
From just about anything.
Like if you hair looks weird, instead of laughing at
them, you actually help them.

A GIRLFRIEND is someone whom you can have fun
with doing girly stuff.
okay?

I just want to be friends.
Good friends.
Cause, to me "GIRLFEYS"
is just a title.
Its just an excuse.
Its just for me to call you my friend.

But the reality is,
WE ARE FRIENDS.
Unless you do not think so.

OKay so I want to be your friends.
I want to make new friends.
I want us to TRY to be friends FOREVER.

:DD okay?

I've stated/rest my case.

Okay I really need some kindkind soul to help
me.

I am not concentrating in my studies.
Please friends,
Instead of encouraging me to go out.
Encourage me to study.

DO MY F&N COURSEWORK!

THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

And do not engage me in conversations.
Cause.. once I start it's hard for me to stop.

Okay Saturday me& Atiqah visited our sick friend
who actually looks perfectly fine.
Its like as if he checked into a weird hotel.
hahahha.

But haha i pity him.
cause the food sucks.
BIG TIME.

too bad.
you get well and we can eat LJS.
:DDD

I want to watch movie can?
NOOOO!!
STUDYSTUDY!!

ouh yeah.. i want to try to stop saying meek.
Okay?
Help.

Sunday went to fetch Uncle from Airport.
So we took away Swensens Ice Cream.
And after I ate..
my lips swelled a little an it looked like a weird version
of Angelina Jolie's.
hahaha.
yeaahhh rigghhtt!

I trimmed my bangs.
And i still want lenses.
:D


Last but not least,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR FRIEND SYAFIQAH!!!
WOOOHHOOOO!!
DAH 10 divide by two times 3 YEARS OLD SEHH!!!
May you always be happy with what you have.
Be thankful to god.
And i hope that your wishes will eventually come true.
Hope you had a happy day.
And may you have many more birthday's to come.
:DDDDDD

XOXO,
WidadThalib.

Okay,
I shall leave now.
Ciao!

Dear Diary,

I dunno why today was fun.
Okay I mean Yesterday.

Its like I was not late :D
Maths test was difficult but
manageable but yet its like confusing.
alaahh.

Recess the canteen was practically EMPTY!?
weird.
Ms Rabia's lessons are fun today.
Its like slack but we studied
mostly videos
talk about terrorism.
Cool.

Then Chemistry,
Mr Zaid was going through the lesson so fast.
But it was fun.
He said : Please take off..
Class: TAKE OFF!?
He: I can say take off your watches, specs..
Class: EH EH EH!!

ahaha.
that was fun.

English was OKAY AH!
LETS SET THE RECORD STRAIGHT!
I DO NOT LOOK LIKE JENNY!
I HOPE I WONT LOOK LIKE HER!
okay
I WANT TO GO OUT AND DO HOMEWORK
AND DO AND MY COURSEWORK!!
AHHHHH!!!
FUCKFUCKFUCK!

Detention was slacked.
Went home and slept.
SHIOK!
now i cant sleep.
great!

Dear Friend,
I hope you get well soon.
and then we can go out.
us the threemusketeerers.
meek.

okay bye shitified people.
omg i have not said that in a long time.
haha.
i suddenly miss fariha.

Dear Diary,

Okay the Fireworks on Saturday was just
WOAH!
Its so beautiful.

Sunday went to Farah's house to do
Dikir Barat.
haha yeah i pray faster then a train.
Thank you very much!

Monday was FUN!
Went for meeting for a while and
then met Atiqah and Uzair at his house.
Then off to RUSH HOUR 3
FUNNY LAH!
HIGHLY RECOMMENDED.
hahahahaa
its so effin funny okay!

And Uzair laughed till he had tears.
ahahha
they smuggled food again and i was fasting
and it was tempting.

Tuesday,
PE WAS FUNFUNFUN!
We played ICE AND WATER
some people has a deprived childhood.
haha on tuesday was my "deprived" day
whatever that means.
so after school,
went out with THEM AGAIN!

This time we went to ARAB STREET
and we roamed all around those shops.
Passed by Deli Moroccan i felt like eating the kebab
but i want to wait for Farah.
:D

So we looked at all those cool shops.
But they are expensive.
Asked my mom for $$.
Ate at ZamZam.
Decided to blanja uzair.
he made a muke kesian.
hahah its so pathetic.
and it was super duper cold!

after that roamed around.
took pictures.
sang like mad mad people.


OK. I realised i always go out with them two on MONDAY AND
TUESDAY!
hhaha
cool.

Drama was okay.
Today no study hour.


OMG!! I DUNNO WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME!
I NEED TO BUCK UP!
I NEED TO STOP USING COMPUTER
I NEED TO NOT HANG OUT TOO OFTEN
I NEED TO START REVISION
I NEED TO DO MY COURSEWORK!!
AHHHH!!!
HELLLPP!!!

okay i need to help myself cause nobody else can.
i think i may not care bout stuff anymore.
so don't ask me anything.

okay i want to go out.
APE NI!!
your not supposed to idiot.
no i can.
okay fine but not too long okay?
hmm i think maybe Saturday lah.

APE NI! CAKAP SORANG!
your so effin weird widad.
okay bye.

umm question. should i use contacts instead?

Dear Diary,

New song.
I'm in love with Justin's new album lahh.
too bad if you don't like him.
like he is so hot and he can dance and SING!
cool right?

Justin Timberlake/All Over Again

You've been alone,
you've been afraid
I've been a fool
In so many ways
But I would change my life
If you thought you, might try to love me
So please give me another chance
To write you another song
And take back those things I've done
Cause I'll give you my heart
If you would let me start all over,
Again

I'm not a saint
I'm just a man
Who had heaven and Earth
In the palm of his hand
But I threw it away
So now I stand here today
asking forgiveness and if you could just please
Give me another chance
To write you another song
And take back those thing's I've done
Cause I'll give you my heart
If you would let me start
all over Again

Little girl you're all I've got
Don't you leave me standing here once again
Cause I'll give you my life
Yes I would
If you would let me try to let me love you

So please, give me another chance
to write you another song
and take back those things I've done
cause I'll give you my heart
if you would let me start
all over again.

Again, oh,no no ohh
You know I love you, yeah
Give me one more chance
No no, no no no no.



AHHH.
I love the song lah.
okay
i got bloody appointment tomorrow at spinal clinic.
and i dunno whether i should puasa.
and i am so sleepy but i have not yet ishak.
:[

okayokay
BYEEE!

Dear Diary,

Yesterday we cooked Claypot.
But it didn't look like it.
hah.


aaahhh! i think i might have short term memory.
I like totally forgot what i did yesterday.
Okay now i remember.

We went for CIP.
took pictures.
I think Jenny our beneficiary..
is like always like to talk nonsense.

okayokay lets skip that all.

Today we sang for naufal bday song.
and we nominated caring teacher.
okay FWD!

Maths got so many homework sia!
Babibon!
okay don't complain fag.

okay FWD!

After School..
me, Farah and bestie
went to rent DVD and then back to Farah's.
then we watched OLIVER'S TWIST.
Its quite sad.
But the DVD player/CD kept on stopping.
and we got tired and sleepy.
and we ordered pizza.

i got BBQ sauce on my nose somehow.
we got kinky.
Atiqah's got a huge ***
apparently Farah also.

okay thanks Farah for the shoes.
:DD

okay people. tomorrow fireworks right?
5/5.30 kan?
alaaa don't ask me lah.
whatever it is i think i am going and if you want to go
just call/sms me.
and we shall meet up.
i think we cant possibly ALLL go as one big group right?

yeah ldka;kasdf
okay i am so macam -.-
okay meek.

*awkward moment*

Faiz has been supper annoying lately.
or is it me?
hmm.

okay shopping yesterday was like
only pantyhose?

Wednesday chatted with syafiq almost like for 2-3 hours.
i wasted time but it was so fun and funny.
an i ended up not doing my homework.
well i didn't want to do also.
haha.

okay i really miss my mp3.

okay lah i dunno what to write now.
ciao!

Dear Diary,

my typing today is like -.-
okay i remover the song cause somehow its annoying.
and i cant see the bloody player.


bye lah!
i really want to go shopping with momsie.
tonight or tomorrow night?

hmm.
bye!

Dear Diary,

I miss blogging i guess.
But I'm so busy, always tired.

Monday the only thing i remembered is that..
Syaz spilled Milo and it stained my shirt.
But its okay.
And she was like scooping it.
It was a funny sight.

ouh okay hanged out with Jannah,Uzair
then bestie joined us.
took pictures.
BK-ed.
Studied.
On the way home.
The cat was so like GATAL with Uzair.
Its so manja. hahaha.


Tuesday is Geography common test.
Its was OKAY UH.
And please my dear do not cry.
Its over and don't regret.
Hanged out with Bestie and Uzair Again!
and this time it was with SAIIIPPPUULL and SSSAAARRRAAAHHH.
Went around ShengShiong? okay i SO dunno how to spell.

Mac-ed.
Uzair is obsessed with MAYONNAISE.

and Bestie didn't warn me in advance bout weirdo.

on the way home..
atiqah was acting weirdly.
ahaha.
telling us she wants to bring her parents along when we go out.
WEIIRRRDD!!

TODAY IS STRESSFUL!
Ms Rabia was being so nice?
okay i dunno.

SS COMMON TEST IS STRESSFUL SIIIOOLLL!
Drama was Hypnotising time.
was so relaxed
apparently SOME people actually SNORED.

we are still investigating.

I dunno why i am looking forward to the weekend
hopefully its fun.

OKAY FRIENDS!!! ANYONE!!
who wants to follow go see fireworks on Saturday.
tell me okay.

From what i know..
its me atiqah dinie[i think] uzair
and i dunno who else.
just sms.

okay i want a new camera!!
PLEASE!
I NEED A NEW ONE!
THE CURRENT ONE SUCKS!

please mun.. go and buy one..
the w55 or whatkjgjsfkga

k i dunno what to type already.

What does it feel to be in love?
I wonder.

ciao!
i feel like shopping.

Dear Diary,

I STAYED HOME ALL DAY
DURING NATIONAL DAY.

GREAT!
Friday went to Asian Festival @ Expo.
For like less then two hours!?
Pathetic.

Saturday didn't go out also.
I tell you i was suffering.
I should have just went out alone.

okay my mom was being kinky yesterday.
with me.
hhhhaahha. kay shut up.

I TELL YOU THIS MAY BE THE MOST BORING-EST
WEEKEND OF MY ENTIRE LIFE.
bedek uh.

Today ustaz was being so ridiculous.
SO bloody funny.
Wished you were there.
meek advertising tau.

okay so I'm so bloody hungry and thirsty.
fasting.

i still have 6 more days.
if i finish today.
insyallah.

its fun to ask roshan nonsense question.
and it takes hours to know someone's name.
:D

okay ciao!

OH wait!
I HAVEN STUDIED YET!
GOOD LUCK AH WIDAD.
you too!
meek cakap sorang.

Dear Diary,

Didn't attend madrasah on Sunday.
Fast-ed on Monday
and had a lot of Snifflenism.

okay Tuesday reached home like at 3!!!??
so early.

Okay so today yesterday,
Wednesday 080807,

Cross Country.
Mummy's Birthday.
So i ran and walked and ran and walked.
I think i was top 20 . hahha.
Quite a few people were like
"GO WIDAD GO!"
Thanks eh!

While running i needed water badly.
My throat was so bloody dry.
Was like there was a Sahara desert?!
Okay stop your nonsense.

Ouh yeah! Uzair took a picture of me
while i was like face all scrunched up.
so fugly.actually i dunno ah.
hahahha.
okay that was so not freaking funny you bloody idiot!

So after the oh so tiring run,
me,atiqah,dinie,amirah and syaz..
went to LJS at bedok.

We thought it would be empty.
It was..
but was filled soon after that.
BECAUSE...
We are like you know magnets..
we attract people.

Okay stop it.

We had a lot of awkward moments.
With Dinie and her "___________"
okay i keep on forgetting it.
bloody hell you.

Ithinkisufferfromshorttermmemory.

Headed to Library.
Dah semangat tau nak borrow..
tapi tak boleh.
and bedok has a lot of weird old people.
and amirah looks entertaining when
you see her from the bottom.
That sounds kinda wrong.

Back home
met up
national library
marina square
window shopped
repaired mp3
mac-ed
bk-ed
Esplanad-e-ed

Home.
Bought cake
Surprised mommy.

and she can still say
" ingatkan tak ade cake"
meaning she was expecting a cake!
AHAHHA.

happy bday momsie!
I love you alot
Your money also!
ahhahaha
yeahh riigghht!

GIILLLEERR SSSIIIOOOOLLL!!
yeah amirah and her SSSIIIOOOLL!!
hahahhaa.

Okay I want to watch RUSH HOUR3!
And ALONE!

okay
theend

Dear Diary,

I was so sick.
My throat hurts like hell.
Almost went to the doctor.
But decided not to waste money.

So I ate lozenges and drank lots
and lots of water..
but still I'm as sick as ever.

Homework not done.
Went to Ali's wedding at Al-Wehda?
Okay now I'm starting to sniffle.
shits.

I don't feel like going madrasah tomorrow.
Aggh!!!

Okay I shall stop now.

Goodnight.

Dear Diary,

I almost forgot.

Happy 15th Birthday Nadiah!
May your I/c Picture be nice.

Anddddd....


Happy 4 months to ME and SYAZ and NURUL.
I gave them kisses.
I like giving kisses.
I love you people.

And Syaz I especially love Tangohopping with you
around and outside class.
:DDD

adios amigos?

Dear Diary,

Okay so where do I start?


I am so like WHATEVER LAH EH!
Seriously.
Life IS unfair.


okay just ignore.
I'm starting to hate friends?
Okay I may sound crazy.
But oh well.

Yes I am irritating.
And so are you.
Thank you very much.

:D

I watched The Simpsons the other day
with Atiqah and Uzair.
WAS AWESOME!
Highly Recommended:D
WE smuggled LJS.

They kept making me confused.

Okay Wednesday was the most funniest day of the week?
I think.
Amirul's shirt.
Ms Rabiah's act of randomness.
Drama.
Mrs Phee and Naufal's Phases.
HAHAHAHHA.

Okay MRS PHEE LIKE NEEDS TO GET A SMACKING TODAY!
SO IRRITATING!
jldhgsljdglkjfdjgkfdjg.
And Mr Zaid's lessons..
can say getting better.
Today was kecoh?

Ouh yeah I came late on.. Monday/Tuesday.
Mr Yew called me Wadid.
MAAK! SEDIH SEH!

Okay Talentime..
Was good.
Roshan & his friends..
umm Abandage?
Were good.
The downs also.

alaaa everyone okay lah.
BUTBUT!!
THE SOUND SYSTEM SUCKED LIKE HELL!

Okay now I'm angry.
like how can you perform when the mics were
shit and the drums kept moving front?
and the guitars werent loud.

P.E was tiring.
I dunno why I like playing softball.
Macam soccer dah a bit boring?

Okay I want to watch a few movies.

Alone.
Hairspray.
Disturbia.

Know what!? Shia Lebeouf? ISHOTHOT!

I need MONEY!
I want to buy teen vogue magazine..
but its like $8?
And I need to save money for presents.
!!!??!!!??!!??!!!??!
meek.

OKAY! I want to try to stop saying
meek. cause i think it is nonsense?
Okay I think i am not in the right state of mind?

My throat hurts like mad!
Maths is killing me.
Tests are given too often.
I need a break.
Holidays are coming but tests are after that.
So whats the use?

I need a new school shoe.
I want Adidas:D

Mr Matt told me that creator of Adidas
and Puma are sibling at war?
or something like that.

I want Stella McCartney Perfume!!!!!!!
I want to speak French.
I want to dance and sing like there is no tomorrow.
I wish that magically my voice is so bloody nice..

I haven't found my talent.
I might be a Jack of all trades.
BUT I DON'T WANT!

Agggh!!! This post is so bloody random.

Okay bitches, don't make me angry.
Cause I hate all of your GUTS!
ALL OF YOU!
okay maybe not some.

I miss Samihah.
I want to meet up with Fatin.
I want to watch movies.
I want a new friend that i can trust and have fun with.
But i still of course want to old ones!
DUH!

Be matured people!
Act your age!
Woohooo!
And stop showing off mother fuckers!

Hahahha. I swear I dunno who I am referring to.
Its like there is alot of people and and i take all of
your flaws and make it to one person.
so i hate that person.
get me?

Its okay if you don't.
cause I'm talking in my weird language.
right fuckerellas' and fuckerfellas'??

Okay i shall stop my Merepeknism.

Ciao.